Who would be the judge of my decision, I can't tell what's right or wrong. The thoughts in my head's running wild, almost like there's so many voices telling me completely different things. I'm stuck in this confusion ever since and I've tried so hard to get out of it but I just can't. I hate how things are but I wouldn't and I couldn't have it another way. I bet you wouldn't have thought this would affect me at all, but the truth is it does and it's affecting me so much, too much, way more than you'll ever thought it would. Who really knows what's beneath the surface,who would understand?  None.