Ever cried yourself to sleep for two consecutive days and felt like you have no more tears though that's impossible. I did. Ever witness your love one get into depression or a psychopath mode and feel helpless? I did. Ever felt so guilty you wanna end your life? I did. So many things happened in two days, just two days. I can't even go into detail of the things that happen, I don't even wanna think about it. But the voice of these people just appears in my head over and over again making me think even more. I need to stop, but I can't. Life for now is just depressing. I just wanna sleep all day and do nothing. I hate home, school, life, everything and I hate myself for being emotional and I hate how i'm not as strong as I was before. I just wanna disappear and go somewhere, just anywhere that I can never be found
Older Post | Newer Post