We appear so loving and close on the outside but how loving or close are we?

Think I'm selfish, self centered, jealous, petty, unreasonable, wtv. Sorry but I can't even be the least bothered about what anyone even my "close" friends thinks about me.

Friends? Where the fuck should I begin? (totally lost)

Are you guys not at fucking all sensitive enough to tell what on fuckin earth i'm trying to put across to you guys? Isn't it obvious enough for you people to even GET IT? Wait, you guys probably couldn't care less or give a shit right? yea, I'm totally right.

Why the fuck am I made or asked to do things like that?

Why the fuck should I please anyone when the things I do fuckin pisses me off.

When the fuck has anyfuckingone done anyfucking thing like that for me.

And then why the fuck am I asked to do it to others.

Yes, I'm selfish, and I'm so fuckin jealous. Y'all happy with that? I'm pretty sure you guys are.

You guys have people do happy lil suprises and all sort of shit for you.

WTF DO I HAVE. NON FROM MY FAM AND NON FROM MY "FRIENDS".

Thanks, love you guys so fuckin much cos I feeeeel so fuckin loved.